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2006-08-18T16:29:00.000+08:00

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2006-08-11T23:46:00.000+08:00

i'll skip the chink paper results part of the day cause i plan to erase that whole 20min out of my life. bio & math test was killer. but as ive said, im gonna accept allllll my results with an open hearttttt. :)

anyway i think Ms Lim wouldve been a more lovable person if she'd stop screaming her head off at anyone/ everyone she sees.
the PE store is super superly clean/ neat/ presentable/ amazing/ unpolluted/ spotless/ flawless all thanks to Teresa & Chloe! teehee. we cleaned up the PE store today with Mrs Tan! & im so proud of the store now. hahaha.

& then i went for our pizza treat from Jude which was wiped out pretty fast by our jnrs but ah wells! we played a game against our sec3 & we won! haha twas quite enjoyable. but i have irritating jnrs like chung siyi & abi chang who are not shy at all & they presented themselves to me as my mortal. EW. hahahah. dumb kids. now i have to give them smthg every fri. seriously! dumb kids know! but HAHAH they make trng more interesting. EW i cant believe i said that.

hahaha my mom just called me a smart girl. :D

2006-08-10T19:29:00.000+08:00

headed to the cc again (haha) with Nic Cho & Siggy today. did a fair bit of work there. & after talking to them, i realised how unfair God made our brains to be like.
let me elaborate on why.
Siggy & Cho flips through their bio book, without highlighting, barely writing any notes & pass with zoom zoom zoom (!) colours! Teresa on the other hand, writes a terrible amt of notes, highlights the crap out of my book, & fail!
why why whyyyyyy! that is so horribly unfair.
i think i should try flipping through my bio book tonight. in hope, yes in large hope! that i'll pass tmr's test with zoom zoom zoom (!) colours! hahaha.

i actually forgot bout my chink O's result tmr but my ever so unlovely Lee Pokpok had to remind me! so now im feeling all jittery but i know its redundant cause im still gonna have to retake the damn thing at the end of the year. so COME WHAT MAYYYY! im gonna accept whatever results i get tmr with an open heartttt. hohoho. but i still cant help feeling nervous bout tmr. skank yew weli mud ah Pok, for making me have another sleepless night. haha look Pok! you got a paragraph just for you! tahar!

anyway, i forgot bout nats trng today. it wasnt intentional, really. i got so caught up trying to concentrate on differentiation while some annoying, "whatever school they come from" people were making so much noise in the study room that i forgot bout the time. but even if i did remember, i doubt i'll ever be able to get out of my house to Delta anway. if Delta was nearer, then it would be a different story. okay i guess that was just an excuse. i just dont feel it for hockey anymoreeee. i wonder how im gonna take 2yrs of hockey in vj. well just hope the paaassssiooonnn comes back luh!

okay im gonna try doing Siggy's way of studying now!

2006-08-09T14:33:00.000+08:00

fnn kills me sometimes. ive got so many things waiting to me done by fri & ive got so little time. & i just spent the whole morning doing fnn. sheesh. my life's pretty much in a mess right now & im trying to make it right again so i dont actually have the time & energy to solve your problem. call me insensitive but now its not the right time.

writing the testimonial for the schl ytd made me realise how much ive drfited away from hockey. all the unnecessary stress and work seems to be getting into me these days. plus my mom being such an asshole & you giving me extra stress isnt really helping much either. hokay so from now im not gonna let anything affect me until my O's are over. O's are not gonna be smthg im gonna regret in my life & nothing's gonna make me regret it.

at least i know Manda careeess! (:

okay know more about me. hahaha. personality tests makes me calmmmmm. teehee, :D

Your Deadly Sins

Sloth: 60%

Greed: 20%

Pride: 20%

Envy: 0%

Gluttony: 0%

Lust: 0%

Wrath: 0%

Chance You'll Go to Hell: 14%

You will get bugs, because you're too lazy to shoo them off. And then you'll die.

Your Candy Heart Says "Get Real"

You're a bit of a cynic when it comes to love.You don't lose your head, and hardly anyone penetrates your heart.
Your ideal Valentine's Day date: is all about the person you're seeing (with no mentions of v-day!)
Your flirting style: honest and even slightly sarcastic
What turns you off: romantic expectations and "greeting card" holidays
Why you're hot: you don't just play hard to get - you are hard to get

2006-08-07T23:30:00.000+08:00

i think the whole world should just perish now even my mom. i hope some huge tsunami will come swallow her up so i dont have to see her ever again. okay i dint mean that. but sometimes her gets on my nerves & today was really the last last last straw. she keeps thinking im not studying & all that nonsense. seriously its killing me okay. mothers, they always think they're right. you reason with them, they think you're being rude. you keep quiet, they think they're right, thus they can go on & on about their analogy which again, fucking kills me.
i feel like just shooting her sometimes. URGH! son of a bitch!

this was supposedly a happy post on my Bintan trip but anyhow, sports trip was hokay. i had an amazing activity grp and sleeping grp. hiking totally killed me & at one point i just wanted to jump off the mountain. other than that, facilities were the best amongst my four years of sports trips and sorry hockers, i dont intend on putting any photos up.

THERE GOES MY MOM AGAIN! someone please just kill me! or i think im gonna kill myself soon. okay i think im pmsing real bad. really, my mom gives me many reasons to feel fucked. & not like anyone understands?! they just say the standard replies like "aiyah dont so stress. everything will be okay." no! nothing's gonna be okay! dont you all realise what you say does not help at all? in fact i think it makes things worse, cause i'll feel even more alone & when i think anybody cares at all, actually nobody cares. SHEESH why am i actually computing emotions into an emotionless object. oh god to hell with the world.

2006-07-29T20:08:00.000+08:00

hey boy you're bleeding for nothing
it's hard to miss when you're shooting a heart shaped gun
you'll slit your skin to find freedom
you'll kill yourself to find anything at all

pleasant things have been happening lately & im thankful for that cause now Manda & myself are a1 fnn prac students! hohoho. other than the fact that on the day of my prac exam, gurung forgot like half the ingredients i told her to get for me the week before which made me so effing pissed with her & we ended up fighting with each other. what a terrible memory she has! & she still can blame me for it. okay, with unpleasant thoughts aside, Clar has also been a major help to me for lending me her oven & melting her measuring cylinder in the oven. teehee. what a superb heart talker. :D

so, i went for my FIRST junior cats meeting today which i kinda dreaded it cause i wasnt even supposed to be there in the first place. but i guess it turned out pretty much okay & after today, i realised im the second oldest of the group after Greg whose just barely 6 days away from me. hokay hokay today's meeting wasnt so bad after all.

then headed to my new found koolest hangout on earth to kick off some hist & to bond with my bestfriend, Chemistry. Neeco joined me awhile ltr & i felt kinda productive today. applause for Teresa!

anw, i still cant belive i havent caught Pirates yet. but the only console i can get is that channel 5 might decided to play it two years ltr before the third part of Pirates come out. Might i repeat, might.

2006-07-26T22:08:00.000+08:00

ive got nothing to blog about you Chloe. hahah. anyways we had the most interesting conversation at macs today. everyone wants to kill me if murder was no sin nor crime. shikes! & no Chloe, i am not deprived.
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ive been sneezing alot lately.

2006-07-25T09:54:00.000+08:00

woke up to my dog's unearthly barking time of the morning. bad dog! so anyway i had this conversation with my mom ytd,
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me: mom im dont going to school tmr.
mom: why?
me: i wanna do more productive things in the library.
mom: next time you better dont be a garbage collector!
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as you can see my mom has no faith in me that i'll succeed in life. then aagin, i dont believe i can either. hahah. so there, im home now trying to finish up my fnn coursework A. & later i'll head of to the library with Cho & Esho who also think they can be more productive at home. teehee. awhile later my nephew came over to my place & he was doing his 'abc' homework.
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mom: Ron, you better study hard & dont be like your aunty, a garbage collector okay?
Ron: i wont be a garbage collector, i'll be the boss for all the garbage collectors!
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hahaha my nephew's so cute. i cant wait for O's to be over, ive got million's of things to be doneeeeee. okay so for now im gonna work my ass off.

2006-07-20T19:06:00.000+08:00

How did we ever survive for this length of time?
Living with only a care in the world.

newsflash! i passed my amath test! three cheers! hahaha. damn was i delighted when i got my paper. cool shit ah. but i flunked the chem paper all the same. i almost got it okay, almoooossst!

okay anyway i was roaming the schl with Cho & i realised im pretty short. okay, WE'RE pretty short. haha. but dont feel bad if your short! haha well unlike some people, not mentioning people like Rui & Lorraine, not all of us are lucky in the height section. so i was surfing around & i got hold of a few celebs who may look tall but all because of thier 4inch stilettos. & you'll be surprised not many of them are of Gisele Bundchen's height!
Nicole Richie- 157cm
Reese Witherspoon- 157cm
Jessica Simpson- 160cm
Hilary Duff- 160cm
haha i feel much better. :D

& Clar if your reading this, i miss you hell lot. yes i want to meet you soon.

2006-07-18T19:13:00.000+08:00

ive got my chink paper over & done with im just hoping for my B so i wont have to retake the dumb thing. okay im actually hoping for an A but we'll see! had that chem paper today. urm it wasssss manageable i guess! but i still dont think i'll be able to pass. its been eons since i passed a chem test. actually, ive never passed a single chem test. so there, i really need to pass this one to do some self boosting.

oh & ive got something terribly embarrassed about. i found one of my tops which i apparently thought my maid lost. teehee. but thats only one, so theres still one more missing piece of cloth. which i think must've been chucked somewhere in my cupboard. teeheehee.

ive been reading 'Nights in Rodanthe' & ammagwad, its a fucking good book. i swear. everyone if you like Nicholas Sparks, read that damn book. i dont believe i cried at the ending. it was so so so sooooo sad! that who died & Adrienne was so sweet. okay that who is Paul i just remembered. anyway its really really good. haha & now im currently on 'Eleanor&Abel'. im on the fifth chapter & i think its pretty good too. romance novels all. well at least im reading! makes me feel smarter.

hahaha & im terribly tickled at how much work ive been doing these days. must be the work Symphony 92.4 HAHAHA i listen to that when im doing my work. kns its so motivating. there are no lyrics so my head wont bob for no reason.

im not happy next week's coming. cause we're gonna have to disect an eyeball & a frog for biology. ew ew ew.
anyway my class looks pretty cute now with all that seating arranggements concocted by us. harhar.

& we had this MOE survey in schl today. Siggy & I were laughing so hard bout one of the questions.
"Teachers are nicer to good students"
& we both put Strongly Agree. hahaha ammagawd its hilarious.

okay im gonna start on Hitler&Germany now. i still dont get why we're studying dead people. seriously, "let bygones be bygones", quotes Nicole. bahhhh but theres still schl tmr so theres still gonna be that damn test. so much for bygones.

2006-07-16T13:32:00.000+08:00

unbelievable. i hate my maid, okay not that im spolit rotten but she just lost 2 pieces of my clothes. i dont understand how she can just lose my clothes like that. my house is already so small & she cant even find my clothes! sometimes i feel like just slapping her cause she doesnt feel the least bit sorry i cant seem to find my clothes. she just gives that so-its-my-fault look & walk away. arghh that blasted maid. i had "knnccb" going through my head gazillions times & then when im frantically searching for my clothes she just goes into her room & chats with her boyfriend on the phone. unbelievable really! i hope i get a change of maid soon. this one's really getting on my nerves.
arghhhh WHY my clothes WHY. cant she lose her own clothes & not mine. ahaha that doesnt make sense but if it were to be her clothes that went missing i swear she'll put in more effort looking for it okay. & if your wondering why i get so worked up over my clothes, fyi, i just got them a couple of weeks ago at the rare Mango sale & ive yet to wear them at all. something needs to be done to her brain asap.

so while i was in the midst of my angsty state of mind, Manda texted me. she said she asked her mom to make an extra amount of 'orh ni' for me. which just totally made my day cause i love yam alot. okay i dont love yam alot, but i love that yam paste shitzo alot. so there, now im smiling to myself knowing i'll have 'orh ni' for recess tmr! but that so doesnt warrant me to forgive my maid still. & she'll still be under my "top ten i hate you" list. well, at least she's not number 1!

i had 3hrs of chem ytd & today im gonna make sure i study so hard im gonna pass that damn test on tuesday. yes, chemistry is gonna be my third bestfriend. i love chemistry alot. :S
& that biology test on friday totally killed me. even after sitting behind my study table for 5hrs dint help at all. i was doing my essay questions like i knew at the back of my hand, & after i happily handed it in, Tab asked me what i wrote for the dominant/ recessive allele & i after awhile i thought $^%&*@*# !! i wrote everything wrongly. so there goes my whole sectionC. but ive gotten over it already anyway.

hokay im gonna study chemistry now with paopaocha. :D

2006-07-15T19:14:00.000+08:00

I've been working pretty hard these days & i think im scaring my dad. teehee. he's so funny when he stares at me holding all my books going into my room. so, now its my well-deserved rest after mugging so long. :D

oh oh newsflash. my brother told me he loves me this afternoon. shock of ma life! ahaha.
newton circus ytd with Gerry, Francy & Kevin. twas quite sad considering everything there had chilli cept for yong tau hu, which i ended up eating, pathetically.
ammagawd, this is such a boring post.

Bus stop seats: Iced-Lattes

2006-07-09T17:32:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CONFIRMATION!
so i had my confirmation ytd & i told like the whole world to come then later told the whole world again not to come. hahah but i think 1/5 of the world i told not to come still came. but but but i had alot of fun. ahaha i mean i wasnt really looking forward to this whole thing which i thought i shouldnt even be confirmed cause ive been such a bad catholic. but ytd was a whole different situation altogether & i actually felt so excited that my godpa had to calm me down by doing some silly thing before that annoiting thing.
okay, anyway, im finally confirmed. yes, FINALLY.

Sherri & Jane whom I havent seen for donkey years. (:

the jnrs who got me that pink flower/ (rose?) ahaha :D

ahhhh Kendyyy

GODSISTER lauraaaaa!

godsister's brother = my godbrother! ahaha

GODMOTHER gerryyyyy!

GODBROTHER francyyyyy!

& drumrolls for the girls who made cc2-cc4 so memorable.
<3

so that marks the end of cathecism for me. (hurray!) & Gerry says my journey has just begun. ahaha cliche stuff.
headed to gardens to study with Cho after tuition this morn. i think i was pretty productive! other than giving coffee bean alot of buisness every sunday, i have completed emath questions (not all i could do la) & two chapts of biology! but Cho was so unproductive. seriously. she did one math question & when the food came, we took a break but she never got back to work. it was either complaining bout how good the weather was for sleeping that moment or reading my Nicholas Sparks book or listening to her iPod & stoning. yes, that was how irritating she was.

okay im gonna carry on with f&n now. ahah how bloody boring.

2006-07-05T20:41:00.000+08:00

my iTunes just screwed up. ammagawd. i think i can just bite my tongue and die now. my songs are all goneeeee. oh my god oh my god. -fan fan. i think im hyperventilating. ahhhh my songs! shitty thing. i think my com is siao. rah.
anywayyyy, Portugal match later! go portugalllll! hahah & hard gay tagged my board! HAHAHA. im so tickled i feel like rolling over.

2006-07-03T20:16:00.000+08:00

im so dead for tmr. chem, amath & ss test which i have tried to cram/ prepare/ mug over the past three days with Cho. ytd was okay considering i dint a considerable amt of emath. which you're wondering, yes! wrong topic! cause tmr's test is amath! wonderful. so we spent yet another day at coffee bean this morn trying to do amath relative veloctiy. i swear its such a redundant chapter in my life. i mean seriously, if such a question were to come out in a test, i'll just skip it. so im expecting an F for amath tmr. nice.

& theres chem which i have been preparing with Shu for god knows how many weeks at tuition so if i dont pass i can just bang my head on the wall. that'll hurt. okay i think i'll just bite my tongue like how mandarin ducks do when their partner dies. okay, irrelevant. currently, im trying to squeeze as much information as possible on ss into my already max-ed out brain. so i guess its not gonna help tmr either.

so as you can see, im really really really enjoying term3 of sec4 life.
Prfft.

i settled my godparent's gifts for confirmation alr. which in fact i never knew i was supposed to get them anything. but haha, i did. & theres this angel-mortal thing i completely forgot. then again, i forgot who my mortal is. bahh hahaha. too bad if im your angel!

i still cant get over England's out of the world cup. sheesh. disappointing shit know.

Ivy surprised me today. hahaha. i lent her this pink top for work a mth ago & my mom was asking for it like 5 min ago. so i texted her to ask & she said she'll bring it down for me in 2hrs! ahaha i mean, if someone were to ask me right, i'll say something like, maybe tmr or the day after when i see you. but noooooo, Ivy's gonna bring it down to my place ma shang li ke! haha.

oh please do watch hard gay on you tube. ammagawd. its so hilarious. im still so tickled after watching both episodes.

2006-07-01T21:00:00.000+08:00

i think im such a bad catholic i feel like i should not be confirmed at all. i mean AT ALL. even when im married. rahh.
schl's been pretty stressful lately. considering all the tests i'll be having next week. monday's youth day holiday! yes, very much needed.

i took off for the MANGO sale instead of going to church to pray.
see, i really think i ought to be shot. but i still love God. haha cause he gave me many nice & pleasant friends. who love me & taught me how to love. many things i never loved before. aiyahhhh i also dontknw how to explain, like how i never knew pisais were salty.
HAHAHAHA.
i bet your thinking i ate pisais before right. think again.

im going to start mugging tmr. self discipline will take over soon. no no, tmr i meant.

2006-06-24T23:25:00.000+08:00

i guess im the only one left who hasnt blogged bout U-18. anyhowwws, my emotions have already ran dry bout the tournament & whatever grudge ive been bearing has all been resolved. well not a face-to-face talk whilst we have that "come lets fight" attitude, however i suppose its all in the heart. its a matter of whether or not you wanna let it go. we shall allllll be happy friends! :D but im still veli veli veli (very very very) proud of my U-18 teammates lah. i mean seriously, i will never ever get to play with this exact team ever EVER again & they've been so wonderful. whether we won/ lost, the whole team goes through everything together. wah piang! i'll miss these girls la.

so ive settled my dsa thingggg. now all i know is travelling time is sure gonna be a huge hassel! nonetheless, its gonna be fun i guess!

SRC gathering today at sentosa. Clar and i arrived late but fit(ted) in nicely so to speak. we built our sandcastle & played captain's ball. ahaha it was so fun. no, seriously! it was so fun! hahaha. can see Fen lying all over the ground just fighting for that ball thing. then seeing Wanting, Rui, Yixin & Siewchin getting dunked. Clar & i left early & we were so pissed cos people just kept stealing our cabs. bahhhhh.

WAN TING! SCROLL DOWN THE LINKS! AHAHAH YOU DILLY WOMAN.

2006-06-21T23:58:00.000+08:00

oh yay! Portugal just won Mexico 2-0! hahaha. go Portugal go! :D
semis tmr! hope it'll be smthg more pleasant than today.

2006-06-18T20:47:00.000+08:00

got back from camp at 12 & crashed immediately. well not really la, showered & all. but im not going into those details. slept till 7. twas soooo good. i mean, i never knew that facils only had 3hrs of sleep every day at camp! well at least it was good experience. making the milo, sleeping at 230 then getting up at 5 again, running up & down the many flights of staricases, the honey chrysanthenum tea!, preparing my grp for cog, blahblahblah. aiyahh had fun lah. along with my fellow cc4's plus Jason & Aaron, jus that i dint go for the SRC finals which was like legend okay. all grps had SRC in the finals. & i couldnt go! cause i was ushering the cc3s & all. hur. but SRC won all four categories! yay!

i was looking through my wallet tdy, clearing old receipts & many other itty gritty random papers/ notes i could find. im amazed at how much rubbish i have in my wallet. & i found this slip of paper given by the schl in an angbao on cny.
---> gong xi ni, jing nian ni mai ke de cheng ji dou ding kua kua, jia you!
so i think the schl shouldnt give us any false hopes, cause that isnt really happening.

two matches tmr! 8am with CSC & 5pm with scc. 8am! which means i gotta get up at 630. wonderful! so much bout sleeping in tmr morn! hur! okay which means im going to crash again now. i need sleep!!

2006-06-15T20:34:00.000+08:00

i forgot to brush my teeth this morn when i got out of house.
haha got cha! alright.

met Clar at Island before our game against Jansenites today. lost 2-1. worst part was we were leading first. they always, always make this comeback. & i was running my heart/ liver/ intestines/ stomach out. & i was so very very tired. ah well! we'll definitely have to kick some ass tmr for crez game, which i feel is near impossible. but CONFIDENCE! teresa shall have some confidence tmr.

come to think of it, tmr's gonna be a loooonnnnnnngggg day for me! some UK game for the U-16 nats team in the morn at freaking 8am, then ive gotta rush for chem tuition, (hur, chem!) afterwards back to Delta for our U-18 game against crez! wonderful! so anticipating the coming of tmr! oh & lastly, my shift to facil cc3 camp tmr night. which i was forced to go by dickheads like youuuuu. argh.

Chemistry is my new bestfriend.

so now im going to pack for my looonnnnnngggg day tmr, plus my BOOT CAMP clothes, & jeans to leave at Manda's place for the night. si bei sian man. i feel like shitting. YES YES i need to shit. bye allllll!

2006-06-14T20:29:00.001+08:00

yay RECS won SCC 6-0 today! awesomeeeeee. i swear i was half-asleep during the first half of the game. arh prfft! im so angry with myself. thank you second half. :D haha Wanting was scoring like nobody's buisness la. kool stuff ah.

headed to IKEA with Clar after the game. it was so impromptu. bought my fnn crockery. & Wei was making so much fun of me when i told her i was at IKEA buying crockery & couldnt go for tuition. rah. haha so we shopped & yes, ive settled my presentation for practical exam! haha classy white. hope it'll look good lah. then to Clar's hse to practise some food stuff. & she taught me this new dessert which i think might work out after all! hurrayness. then we played on her bed which was veli veli furn. haha shes so retarded. like her cat. oh oh i caught the first episode of Desperate Housewives there. scandalous! i love Clar's hse, the bed's so comfy. & she has four cupboards cause she has too many bodies. haha.

im very pissed with gurung. she so freaking irresponsible & fat. hahs wherever the fat came from. rah shes so inefficient. i mean, so much for persuading me not to drop f&n & trying to garuntee my A1 when shes not freaking doing anything. she doesnt even reply msges. kns. whats the phone for man. bai swei ah. tmd.
WOAH im damn angry now.

In other words, please be true.
In other words, I love you.

2006-06-13T22:32:00.000+08:00

today Clar & i were late for our game cause we went for prata at 7 in the morn & missed two 132 buses which passed in front of our eyes. haha. so anyway we had prata & we talk talk talk & i realised everytime she msges me to tell me smthg, im always asleep alr. haha loser.

so im talking to Cheryl now, who is all the way in.. where? Honkie i think. haha. bloody hell. she has like $500 sing dollars & she spent half on it on food. & the only thing she bought were aviators, which in fact ive been hunting for in singapore for the cheapest. she got them for 6 sing dollars. whats that lah?! stooopid cheryl.

headed for pepper lunch after game tdy. love pepper lunch. yummy stuff. shopped, i mean window shopped arnd for Laura's confirmation sutff. & tmr im going shopping! after my game against SCC! plus the U-15 semis tmr too. wheehee, hope they win. :D

well newsflash: we got accepted into jc.
i dontknw to be happy or sad. okay, i'll choose elated. at least next yr i'll be playing with ly & tracy! just that we're up against huge competition. arhhhhh.

hokayyyyy anyway things are gonna be ppreeetty weird in a matter of days. alright, PISS & HARMONY EVERYBODY.

2006-06-12T18:27:00.000+08:00

we caught Shes The Man ytd. its bloody good. cause it was superly funny. & this unglam slipper of mine broke like AGAIN. and it was so embarrassing walking arnd. so i met my mom after that at Bugis in search of slippers. but i ended up getting every other thing except for my slipper. & we had dinner at this Tea Shake Hut. which sold bubble tea for $5.90 & claypot rice for $5. holy shit look at the price. how can a bubble tea cost more than a claypot rice?!

headed to Delta bright & early tdy. intending to hand in my dsa form. so right, its confirmed & i cannot back out. yes, i CANNOT back out anymore. i have no regrets. haha. self denial. met Nicole for study time at gardens coffee bean. did quite a decent amt of work i must say. at least im proud of myself.
& as ive said, Zachy & Ohana's pictures!

ive honestly nv seen someone quite as adorable as this!

Ohana & Zachy!

((:

who can resist!

well honestly not me! :D

2006-06-10T19:16:00.000+08:00

headed to Mandy's place at 9! my mom was pulling me out of bed. & i fell onto the floor. haha that was such a redundant statement. so anyway. met the rest at j8 then to CTK for Daniel&Sharon's wedding! haha i was very excited. really really. & their ring bearer was Zachy. hes so cute. seriously. he kept smiling & jumping around while he walked down the aisle. Ohana was the flower girl. they're so pretty. my kid has to look somewhat like that next time. i dont care.

then we had photo-taking afterwards. cc4's being the MOST insignificant lot. last to photo-take, no seats after we went down. haha. then we saw Zachy & Ohana. Zachy kept giving me jellybeans. haha. for a moment Ohana forgot who i was, till i told her i tied her hair on Zachy's birthday. then we had picture taking with them! ahhh they look so cute!

Rachy wants her picture here dont chu! :D

:D

if you can't see, Daniel was kissing the bride. haha

then there was this bald guy that appearing in ALL my pictures of Daniel&Sharon.

signing of wedding vows, i think?

yay Dan Dan Clan!

Take it from the top Rachy!

oh Karina. :D

so thats it for Daniel's wedding today! not forgetting the 58374960 million photos with Ohana & Zachy which are in Maril's cammie, i had a fab time today in church. hahaha. in church!

2006-06-08T19:05:00.000+08:00

Fast fading roses
Non-lingering words
Scythe be my instrument
Through dreams I now rage

ive been having very weird dreams lately. some very sweet yet some really just weird. like how i got shot in my stomach by an arrow. & i was in school riding a horse when i got attacked. haha sometimes i wonder what all these dreams mean. or that dream i had a couple of days ago. i was in the same lecture theatre as ___. & i owned a car. wah wah wah teresa owns a car sia. haha eh Chloe, hot stuff ah.

im supposed to watch Omen now. i mean, we were supposed to go on 6606. but how freaky is that. i go home myself okay. & you want me to watch Omen on 666 at 2120. you gotta be kidding. i think i'd be singing to myself on my way home. but yes, i'll be watching Omen soon. haha you bet! Damien's so scary man. then my mom was telling me bout the news.

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mom: so many people gave birth on 6th june, wah they so happy somemore
(before i could even reply)
mom: they siao one. that one devil number know. next time your kid must make sure you give birth on a nicer day ah.
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haha its not funny but when she said it, it sounded much funnier than now. okay whatever. i mean wah lao. people even got married today! whats the world coming to.

so i happened to stumble across this lyric website with Dark Tranquility lyrics. i scanned through the lyrics & thought the song might be pretty much okay. SO i downloaded like 5 of them & when i opened it. oh the horror. i could barely hear the lyrics, they were like having major sorethroats, screaming & yelling into the mike. urgh im so disappointed. they had such pretty lyrics. i should have known. look at thier band name. ahh well.

Stand still, look pretty. :D

today's such an unhappening day. i went for Kumar's in the morn & came home to practise my f&n practical. it taste horrible. at least i tried. i think im gonna fail it or rather pass but rather low. okay who actually cares.
Format: J
I'm done. waiting & debating with myself. your signature goodbyes bring more a relief than sadness to me. reality checks for Teresa shall take place just about soon. but, whats real & whats not.
Touch the sky, you? maybe not.
Im not excited. Don't ask why. I dontknow either.

2006-06-06T16:57:00.000+08:00

i think mrs goh is so fab. she wanted to refund us for adam khoo. i mean not because she wanted to refund us thats why shes fab, shes jus so nice & all. unlike all the other people in school. shes so friendly. haha i love her. so i went for adam khoo again today during lunch. its so unhelpful. but i learnt smthg. im an extrovert. haha. well that gary guy says extroverts do posts smthg like that "today i had a great time at Macdonalds & then later on we went shopping at Orchard" then there'll be pictures after that. while introverts do posts like its the end of the world tmr. talking bout depressing stuff & all. haha.

you know what, your ambitions are too ____
well, wait till i get over you.
we havent spoken for long,
Remember?

2006-06-05T22:51:00.000+08:00

adam khoo tdy was soooo unmotivative. seriously. it was so redundant. went after lunch cause Mrs Goh kept calling and all. that Danny speaker was so.. embarrassing himself. i felt so embarrassed for him. sheesh. then i left with Cho during the dinner break. she came over to my place and we had char siew rice with pao pao cha. haha. talk talk talk. stupid girl. shes irritating me. haha. & we watched so you think you can dance. im SO angry Blake got out. argh!

& i came across this post awhile ago.
[quote/]
nw iie haf fallen in lurbb wiid euu n iie'll nvr lett euu go.iie lurbe euu more than anything in diis entire world.iie jus had tuu lett euu noe n if euu ever wonder why, iie dunno wad iie would sae burtt iie will nvr change.jus noe my feelings are true furr euu n rmb dat I LURB EUU FOREVER.
[unquote/]

hahahah my brother & i were laughing so hard when we read it. its so hilarious. i think i'll spend like 15minutes just typing that. i mean i spent awhile jus trying to figure out how to read the whole dang post man. interesting stuff. iie jus had tuu let euu guyz noe tat.

2006-06-04T21:56:00.000+08:00

my life has been great recently. maybe God realised i needed some goodness in life. so it was to Wanting's place on saturday afternoon after the tiresome walk in search of Carl's Jnr at Millenia Walk. we played Play Station & i was so fab in street fighter. haha. twas fun & i realised how racing games never works for me. & theres this Winning Eleven thing which i scored own goals with, but really hilarious at the same time cause i thought it was the goal i was supposed to be scoring. & then we has steamboat. which again was fantabulous. we finished quite abit of food before Limin Liyuan & Ivy arrived. ahh well. i spent an awfully awesome time there! :D

today i met Mandy at serangoon. & as usual. bloody late. we set of to harbourfront & we had a chittychat in the em-are-tee. harhar. tan tan tan talk talk talk drink drink drink. then there was this freaky Indian man. not your sexy indie kind ah Rachie but this really freaky one who kept following us arnd and taking pictures of everyone under the showerhead. EEW. we had pastamania after that & headed to Bugis for Miggy's gig thing. which wasnt a gig but some practise for the gig. ahh thats it. some practise thing. i could barely hear myself inside the studio. then to Bugis Junction to meet Kel. shop shop shop. settled my dad's gift, its so cheesy but i dont care. haha. & now im home, loving my tan i got tdy & my life. :D

Super Big Gulp!

this is Manda with smoke,

Teresa with smoke too!

TOOTS your newset mascot. haha.

[edit/]
motherfuckerpieceofshit.
byebye.

2006-06-02T20:14:00.000+08:00

And the time on the clock
When we realized it's so late
And this walk that we shared together
And the streets were wet & the gate was locked

i watched Windstruck today. & it was so bloody sad. all these korean dramas, someone always HAS TO die. but it was really really good & i dont mind watching it again, crying all over again. haha this is what soapy korean dramas do. to me of course. & i missed Kel's surprise tdy. ):

if your not one of those animal-lovers, you can just skip the next two paragraphs.
so anyway, my mom was asking my maid, Lina bout Muffy ytd. & i realised what horrible neighbours ive got. Lina's friend told her that her employer actually heard Muffy bark for help & she jus went back into her hse. that bitch. & she left my poor dog there in the sun, chained up dehydrating & still burning on the hot cement ground. URGH! what a piss off.
pardon me, i was just hoping she'd die soon.

i mean not like Lina wanted to leave my dog outside in the sun. Muffy jus took a bath & Lina left her outside to dry abit. well Muffy loves the sun anyway. & so Lina took off to toa payoh & totally forgot bout Muffy. we cant possibly blame her either. she loves Muffy as much as we all do & she kept texting me everyday for the past few days how sorry she is & all. its hard not to forgive her too. but ahh well. i really do miss it. the house jus isnt the same without Muffy.
stupid neighbour. so fucking wicked.

im such a bore. anyway theres hardly any food at home & i was feeding on Poppycock. (its popcorn) & my mom comes back saying,

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mom: what rubbish food are you eating?
me: poppycock.
mom: what cock?
me: laughs.
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then i continued bamming on my keyboard & she comes out from her bath again saying,

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mom: can you stop eating that?
me: but theres no food at home
mom: you eating rubbish, Lina cook maggie mee for you
me: isnt maggie mee rubbish food also?
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hahaha my mom's so funny. really. she made me laugh so much.

2006-06-01T19:08:00.000+08:00

we had chem prac test tdy which was easier than i had expected. then again, when i dontknw smthg & take the test, most of time i end up failing the whole thing. twas raining buckets when i got home tdy. so Nic, Cho & i ran in the rain. which in fact i was kidding at first, but they dint hear me screaming for them to get back. so i had to run with them, other than being soaked through & with the millions of vehicles driving past honking + laughing = embarrassement, it was pretty fun actually. so we caught The Notebook when they got here. Ryan Gosling, hot stuff man.

haha chloe, not sexy at all.

they think they very cute like that lOrZzX

2006-05-30T19:04:00.000+08:00

i dont get why nobody can see the fonts while i can. so what will now come up on screens is just plain black boxes. ahh whatever.

headed to school for one of those extra lessons. which was really, so useless and redundant to wake up so freaking early & go to school to not learn anything new. ahh right. this is revision period! but its so.. so.. like i jus went to school and wasted 6hrs of my life. which i could have used to do smthg more productive. which come to think of it, i might jus use those 6hrs sleeping. well at least its better than going to school.

headed for bishan to meet the M2M. haha. needed time off from the unusually quiet home without my dog. they make everything grey thing so yellow. well then, i do miss my dog a huge bunch and its so weird not seeing her jump in front of me when i step into my house.

hokay, im going swimming now.

2006-05-29T16:52:00.000+08:00

Dear Ms. Chong Teresa,

Sorry for your loss.

Although words seem to say so little, I hope they help in some small way to ease the sense of loss that you are experiencing today.
The special moments and memories with Muffy will never change. They will always be in our hearts today and forevermore.

With deepest understanding and sympathy.

2006-05-28T13:36:00.000+08:00

Let's rearrange
I wish you were a stranger I could disengage
Just say that we agree & then never change
Soften a bit until we all just get along

somehow i feel friendships are strained. & i dont like it. ): its like sometimes we can be so close yet sometimes so distant & cold. AHH WELL.

chinese O's tmr. & i honestly cant wait for it to be over. although theres still schl for the first two weeks of june and more tests everyday when schl reopens. but tmr's paper is smthg ive been studying so damn hard for the past 10 yrs of my life. & now that they changed the whole format, i dontknw if i should be elated or otherwise. ahh who cares bout MOE.

i can go on another month without you.

2006-05-27T22:28:00.000+08:00

yay RECS won Div1! exciting stuff.

my champions. :D

met Clar before the game. we had tori q & pao pao cha! and and and we caught xmen! its superly good so everyone, GO WATCH IT. its really good. jus that stay to watch after the credits. Clar forgot to stay & we both jus left after the show, missing this part. which till now i still dont understand even after her friend explained. ah well. & we ran for 132 from far east, only to know we were running to the wrong bus stop. haha. it was so hilarious. so we ended up cabbing down. & we won Div1! yay im so happy & prouda my team. only thing's we're not gonna play Div1 anymore till next yr. but theres U-18 soon! ((:

2006-05-26T20:22:00.000+08:00

today was one of my unproductive days. set out at 10 in search of 'f to the ab' jeans, i meant fab btw, haha okay. but i ended up getting stuff nothing related to it. sheesh. anyhow, i settled my dress code for confirmation alr. & i chose Gabrielle. so right, save all your comments in your tongue and dont spit it out. (??) what did i just say? come to think of it, i owe Pearlly millions of confirmation stuff. my confirmation slip, like everyone has alr handed theirs in. some letter to the archbishop, which i have nothing to write about. which leads me to think why im even getting confirmed when i dont feel close to God yet. tsk.

with my upcoming chinese O's in 59hrs, i have not done anything productive nor related to chinese at all. & i was left to ponder yet again, on which school i actually intend to go to next year. i havent striked SA off my list yet, considering the after effects if i ever go in there. & theres vj which is so seemingly tempting but yet so unappealing. not in a bad way of course. its this distance factor i also have to consider. well and lastly, rj. which i know all your mouths are wide open and thinking "why is teresa even thinking of rj" like i dint know that. its like self-suicide if i go in there. but Laura's saying how caring the tchrs are, but dont get me wrong, im not going in there jus for caring tchrs. thats jus gay and unusual. but there are jus so many pros and cons if i want either of the schls. this is killing my brain cells, much needed for chinese O's. i cant believe im taking rj as my choice! oh my god. remember those days when you hear RJ & you go like 'NERDS'. okay, this is getting boring. why did i even bring it up. whatta boring topic to talk about.

RECS in to the finals for div1 tmr! exciting stuff. meeting Clar for lunch & movie at 1. :D im hoping to win tmr. so wish us all the good. haha. all the best i mean.

fnn makes me feel so little. im going arnd asking people to lend me their ovens. harhar. cause ive got an oven at home, but its not in working order. that was such an irrelevant statement to make. okay erase whatever you jus read out of your mind cause im too lazy to delete any of this and im jus gonna continue typing.

okay, im tired. over & out!
(what a long post) eew.

2006-05-25T19:07:00.000+08:00

You're the one mistake I really didn't mind
So beautiful, unmercifully
Took me down, too little and too late
So now I know your kind
You fake it easy, just to please me
Don't you know

my chinese O's are on monday, which i dontknw why im not nervous nor scared. maybe it'll come later. & i still went shopping ytd with Mandy at Bugis Street. haha but it was fun & productive. although we dint get what we went there for but the food there was goodie. :D outing with Chloe cancelled cause of the multiple heavy dicts. haha.

HURRAY. I FINISHED part of MY FNN!

2006-05-21T17:58:00.000+08:00

to churchie this morn & met Rachy, Maril & Nicole for mass. havent seen Rachy for god knows how long! massed then went for class. then to old chang kee to have Mandy's & my Yam Feel'n + squid! hoho. headed back to church for some facil meeting Cheryl & myself are still considering on joining. so im doing, yet again, my fnn. i bet noone takes as long as i do okay. fnn's like my second life. prfft. im sick of it.

met Clar after some lit seminar I had. we had tori q & pao pao cha! talk talk talk & next week we wont eat so late cause we felt so bloated just before the game. :/

had our div1 semis with CSC ytd & RECS won! so now we're fighting for 1st/ 2nd against Thresians club. & while i was in there playing for like less than 5minutes, i got hit by the ball on my jaw. & Laura that funny woman, came running in with an icebag and a SPRAY. hahaha she wanted to spray my jaw. sprays are like for muscle injuries or whatsoever on the leg & she wanted to use it on my face! haha shes so hilarious i started laughing on the pitch. but the jaw thing hurt quite abit i couldnt chew properly during the team dinner at swensens.

walked arnd after dinner with Laura, Wanting & Fen. talk talk talk & ive got major thoughts to consider by the end of this mth. extra stress all. met Laura's brother, Buddy and friends. haha saw my buddy ytd, (:

okay, im going to continue on my second life.

2006-05-18T20:12:00.000+08:00

school today drama mama i tell you. Sng crying all. ahhh well. my class is still the best & i dont think we're problematic. yes, we're not. headed to j8, (koolest place man!) with Cho, Nic, Pok & Cheryl! got the first part of Wei's present & i was so broke. i dontknw how i spent all my money either. sheesh.

so anyhow once again, im working on the prfft, fnn thing again. & my brother is so fucking inconsiderate. ammagah i feel like shooting him. im here doing all the figures on the nutrition & there he is watching CSI on his lappie just behind me. thank you very much for the conducive environment brother! urgh. i wann shoot him now. irritating brothers. why are all brothers so irritating! oh oh guess what my brother jus said. "can dont type so much not. cant hear what the show's saying" HUR. okay, pmsing all. ahh fuck my brother.

2006-05-16T16:53:00.000+08:00

i cant believe i missed the season finale of Survivor. prffffft. they put it on a freaking monday & it ends at 2am. annoying. but im so glad Aras won. but i missed it! hur. but i caught so you think you can dance. & it was awesome. haha. love Blake. hes so hot. damn.

alrighty, quick update! hate vectors. hate it hate it. off for chem tuition! im gonna be tested on crude oil tmr. seriously, i have no intention on working in any petrol kiosk & its so redundant how we study mol concepts when im not ever gonna apply it into my daily life anyway. rah.

2006-05-14T21:12:00.000+08:00

we had our game against POLICE today. haha what an odd name for a club. im not saying its ugly, but some people often get the misconception that the police (people in blue uniform carrying batons) actually have hockey as their recreation. I for one thought as much. haha im laughing at myself now. anyhow, we won today's game 3-0. which lands RECS in the semis. hurray! :D

& I FINALLY HAD PRETZELS TODAY.
ive been craving for that since thursday. Manda has been jilting me over everyone else & did not go eat pretzels with me. & i miss Rachy alot. ahaha rachyyyyy. havent seen her in the longest time ever. & i dint even know she left the country. bahhhh what a bad friend i am. >:( well, cant wait for confirmation! we're all gonna get confirmed together! exciting stuff. :D

OKAY. IM GOING TO DO MY FNN NOW. NOW NOW NOW. its fucking due tmr la wth.

2006-05-13T21:09:00.000+08:00

im trying to very hard to do my fnn. really really. i jus told myself one hr ago that im gonna turn the computer on to just do fnn & nothing else. & now, what am i doing one hr later? everything else other than fnn. sheesh. hate fnn. hate it. :/

game agianst thresians today. worst game by far. lost 2-3. hur. first goal was my fault. terrible terrible mistake. & so much for backtracking. prfft. so embarrassing. all the wetness on my ass. haha come to think of it its actually pretty funny. hahaha. classic huh. okay, now im getting distracted by the Chomps meeting soon & once again, nothing on fnn completed. tsk. alrighty, off to chomps in a matter of minutes! BFF all.

2006-05-12T19:45:00.000+08:00

much awaited holiday today. finished up my mother's day thing. looks abit weird. but haha. thought that counts. still havent touched my FNN. i feel like jus dropping the freaking thing. wasting my time. urgh. stupid gurung. say going to garuntee my A. tmd eat shit la. shes not evem doing anything lah. make me stay up so late to finish my TA & she marked it the next week in front of me instead of during the week when i gave it to her. kns. she makes me soooo angry.

anyway, i had bio & amath test this week & boy it was bad. i was yawning like mad for both papers. like bout 20times. seriously. had i kept having different sitting positions till Peiqi got os irritated with she told me to stop moving during the test. haha.

oh, Zhuang's so terribly happy our class isnt last anymore. what a nice way to tell us the tchrs have been saying our class has been last since last year. hoho anyhows, i got a joke from Na.

What did Black Eyed Peas tell the char kway teow seller?
My Humps. (mai ham= no oyster)

hahaha i thought that was awfully funny when Nicole told me jus now.

2006-05-06T22:13:00.000+08:00

jus got back from my grandma's birthday dinner. & my mom's forcing me to watch the election stuff on channel news asia. prfft. im so sure its gonna be our oral topic this year for o's. hurr why must it be this year. to chomps ytd with m/square. HAHA, m/square. we had our post orientation activites. haha traffice light campfires all. :D

bio test on monday & im still on chapt8. oh my god. im so screwed. rah. im looking at my dog chase birds. haha rather interesting.

2006-05-04T22:21:00.000+08:00

i jus had my chinese prelims today & it was pretty bad. & my mom had no idea today were my prelims. one motherfucking situation all. AHH WELL. night study jus now & i did abit of biology. SO anyway, today we had the dumbest assembly by far. no elaboration but we had silly actors making a fool out of themselves on stage for bout an hour or so. total waste of my time. okay, this is such a redundant entry, but wtheck. im going to post it. HAHA

2006-05-01T19:22:00.000+08:00

out with Manda & Miggy ytd and we caught Take The Lead + Subway! hahaha dancing positions all ah. we were tango-ing in the middle of town. how embarrassing. headed to forever21 & got some stuff. headed home at bout 9plus, changed & left for cycling with them again. but failed attempt. haha we couldnt find bikes. & Miggy's seat got stolen. HAHA i thought that was hilarious cause after unlocking the bike he tried sitting on it & there was no seat. so we wandered around bishan, (so cool) & headed back to Manda's place for our BFF post camp orientation. haha inside joke. left at bout 12plus. & two faced people should go to hell. hur. was told bout some stuff & now its still in my heart typing it here. HUR. >:(

was out with my mom today. & she told me this joke, haha i think it was funny.
A taxi passenger tapped the driver on the shoulder to ask him a question. the driver screamed, lost control of the taxi, went off the curb, hit a motorcycle parked by the road & stopped centimeters before a shop window. for a second everything was silent in the taxi, then the driver said, "hey dont ever do that again. you scared the hell outta me!" the passenger apologised and said, "i dint know a tap would scare you that bad." the driver replied saying," sorry it isnt your fault, jus that today's my first day at work as a taxi driver & ive been driving a van carrying dead bodies for the past 30years."

anyway, my bladder's like BURSTING. i need to go & pee but i dont care, im too lazy. lets see how long i can hold my pee. hahaha OKAY I CANT TAKE IT. im going.

2006-04-29T22:53:00.000+08:00

was at chijmes with Clar, Alex & (i dontknw his name) watching the Manu game. i cant believe Manu lost. im not some hardcore fan of theirs but i like Ruud & Ronaldo. & Ruud like so disappointed me today. he went in there & became this useless piece of junk. urgh. stupid goals okay! anyway, game against Police today was bad bad bad. we scraped by this time. 1-0.

ytd's Pavilion was eventful & i'd rather not talk about it. im just terribly sorry. okay, enough of bad thoughts. Miggy & Manda are on their night cycle ride over to my place soon. haha. these people jus cant get enough of me. :D

2006-04-25T22:29:00.000+08:00

Zhuang was pissing me off today lah. tmd, she like physcoed my mom to make me stay in class to do ZHUO WEN. hur. as a result, i was made to go through eng, chem & CHINA instead of being able to go home 7 sleep. rah. anw, we had our 2.4 today. & ms lim MIGHT lose all our timings & then we'll HAVE TO rerun. :/ & we took height&weight, I GREW! hahaha. :D

just got back from Singapore Idol quarters. twas pretty okay. i went for Annabelle. i dont even know who she is. but anyway, met Manda & Miggy at hougang mall. this taxi driver dint know the way to hougang mall & my taxi fare from my house was like 15bucks. HUR. i tried getting a discount but he was like saying im his first customer & needed some encouragment. prfft. SO anyway, we cabbed to caldecott only to find that we were not only NOT late, but too early. so we waited & waited & came up with quite a bit of fat jokes. HOHO. funny all ah.

then the thing took so freaking long to start too. & when it finally did, this fat man sat beside me & kept commenting on the singers. i was tsk-ing throughout the whole thing. he was SO ANNOYING. i swear if i could, i wanted to jus ask him to just shut the fuck up. seriously, he was so annoying. & when he heard someone who sucked hard, he started 'pretending' to stab himself, how very lame. & when he heard someone good, he clapped like so hard the chairs were rocking. urgh. i wanted to get out of there so badly. okay, bad experience. right, im off for f&n, againnnn.

2006-04-24T22:21:00.000+08:00

after school today was pretty bad. with this stupid childish freak trying to make even more people hate him. i mean seriously, get a life. hur. its all in my heart now. annoying all. never seem to grow up. AHH WELL. i dont believe we actually were good friends, SOMEONE PLEASE, JUST SHOOT ME. im so embarrassed to even be seen with you. urgh. :/ what an eyesore.

anyway, f&n after that. Manda & I talked bout random stuff, & we started crying. haha we felt so silly, emotional talk all ah. <3
2.4 run tmrrrrrr! i dont wanna go to schooooollllllll. :/ okay im going to sleep now.

2006-04-23T20:26:00.000+08:00

i cant believe i missed cathesim today. sheesh. sorry God. anyhow, today's my last dance class before thursday's exam. eek! met Clar before our match. haha we had Tori-Q lunchbox. twas gooooood. :D told her bout my frets bout the exam, & we were jus thinking bout it. time passed so fast cos last yr i freaked out during my exam & texted her. & now its my next exam. met Sherri at taka too! shes in svdp now. so, not digressing, we had our lunchbox + paopao cha in the most unglam way. headed to the game at ccab being terribly late. anw, we won the Hollands today! (:

oh oh on fri Wei & i were flagging a cab outside macs to go for Kumar's. then we saw Karmen & gang also waiting for the cab. & we found certain parts of them so hilarious we laughed, i think pretty loudly. cause really, it was funny! so i think they gave up waiting for the cab behind us & crossed the road & almost immediately got into a cab. & they were like smirking at us, which Wei & i found horribly insane. cause, we dont even know them. so when this blue cab came, we were exhilarated. thinking twas gonna stop for us, jumping for joy all. but to our horror & surprise, when the cab neared us, there was this woman's face inside. hahah we both stared at each other for like 3secs & burst our laughing. Wei almost opened the door of the cab! haha, i thought it was hilarious.

okay, im going to do my fnn now. no more distractions.

2006-04-20T21:13:00.000+08:00

school's like jail nowadays. hoho. but interesting all the same. anyhow, life's been alright i guess. well of course other than study stress & im beginning to feel it alr considering my chinese prelims are on 4th may. omf & i jus realised it today. great. i mean not like theres anything to prepare since the whole format's changed, but i need to be mentally prepared! :/ ahh wells.

anw im hearing stuff how scgs keeps dissing sn. haha, interesting shit okay. its jus hollaback for god's sake. prfft. alright, im off to learn more bout dead people. rah. why did Mao have to create so much trouble when he was aliveeee. dammit.

oh oh ytd Wei wanted the hole puncher -------->
Wei: i need the hole puncher!
Me: okay
Wei: hurry up lah
Me: wait la! i havent punch myself yet!

hahaha i thought it sounded hilarious

2006-04-17T21:36:00.000+08:00

With all the power of a symphony
That's how my heart beats when you're holding me
I can't conceal, this is how it feels
To be loved by you
If everybody knows, it's only 'cause it shows
Because I take your love,
Everywhere I go.

hahah i think im into Westlife now. wth. sappy songs are getting into me these days. tsk. anyhow, f&n today was hokay pokay. but my mom doesnt wanna eat the sotong i did. she says it looks like a cockroach. so horrible. she doesnt know what i went through just to clean the freaking thing. hur. forget it, im gonna eat it myself.

i cant believe im giving Desperate Housewives a miss jus to do my Chem wrksht. Mrs Hoo's gonna be so prouda me. :D
i wonder if Bel saw a spirit today. haha. hilarious stuff during mass. & it was funny how Geraint Wong was trying so hard to prevent us from watching the Da Vinci Code when it comes out. he was like some staunch freak. prfft.

2006-04-16T18:49:00.000+08:00

i think im sinning too much. hurr. God should punish me. i dint go for Easter Sunday mass. >:( very angry with myself.
to hollarback finals ytd. it was good. met Manda & Miggy in town ltr on. saw people we dint quite want to see. so anyway, Kel & Becks arrived awhile ltr, & we had "A world of friends" drink. Chucking Down Time. haha. why am i telling you all this, not like your least bit interested.

haha who cares. im still gonna blog about my life. woke up at 130pm today so i missed Easter mass unintentionally. i really wanted to go for mass but my fucking alarm dint ring. stupid phone. i hate my phone. really. so annoying. then rushed to town being an hr late. went through last mintue steps. then for my match at ccab. Clar was being such a nuisance. hahah. no shes not. shes just.. a nuisance. haha. anyhow, the game was cancelled due to the weather. if you havent realised, its been raining pretty hard. lightning was scary too. & during the waiting time we had, i listened to Clar's iPod with her & all her emo songs. & i thought about stuff till my head hurt. haha, quite cool huh.

alright, im going to do my f&n now. si liao. its due tmr & i havent done anything.

2006-04-13T20:56:00.000+08:00

I'm trying not to wonder what you're doing now
& it still hurts somehow
Our pictures disappeared with communications down
& I'm living out of town
But the formula for love was found to be untrue

I'm trying not to wonder whose heart you'll break this time,
You can bet it won' be mine.

Nicole came over today & we went to the pasar malam opp our place. haha. & we met her dad on the way there, & we bought pao pao cha, & my slipper snapped, & we bought Ramly, & we bout taiwan sausages. anyway, my slipper snapped! haha, it was so embrassaing walking arnd with that stupid slipper hanging from my feet. Nicole & I took turns wearing it. haha it was so hilarious i wished i brought my cammie out.
& we watched LOST Season Two. haha its so good.

to Delta tmr at SEVEN AM. thanks for the holiday, good friday. but im still waking up at 630. hurr.

2006-04-10T18:12:00.000+08:00

im still trying to figure why i have so much time to be staring in front of my monitor. somehow Mrs Goh's logic of sec4's dominating the family lounge isnt quite working. maybe thats why i failed my amath trigo test like for the 328469670 time. busted. i think Mrs Soh's gonna make me drop addmath soon. OHH WELL. i told you i wanted to be a bird. teehee.

house meeting today was so hilarious. Manda & i were doing the robot dance for house cheer. holy moleys, we were laughing so hard i swear the girl behind was so pissed we kept banging her. hahah. cheer pracs are so fun. hoho.
okay, im going for my jog now with Nickishly. ta ha. that name's so funny. i wonder how i got her that name! oh oh, its from King Henry. TA HA! i wonder what it means though. :D

LIVE = EVIL.
hahaha if you flip it backwards.
but i still love my live. okay, maybe not much. but i love life. tmd wtf am i saying. okay, im feeling sinful again. bye world! :D

2006-04-09T19:36:00.000+08:00

bahhhhhhhh im supposed to be studying for f&n test tmr. food & nutrition. foodFARTnutrition. haha doesnt make sense. but wheres my textbook? stupid mrs goh, threw it away. so now im gonna take tmr's test based on general knowledge. cham liao cham liao. tmr confirm fail. why wasnt i born a genius! that way i dont have to study no shit. why wasnt i born a bird. cause all i do is chirp and distract stupid kids studying in class on the window sill. BAH-DEN, i'll have to eat worms. hahah.

anyway, i went for church today! whee. & i was talking to Cheryl so much i have no idea what today's lesson was all about. thats what they get for having combined class lessons, unattentive students. after church was so funny cause Aaron wanted _____'s number & he honestly was so shy we all felt like ripping his balls apart. yes, up down left right. hahaha. no not to that extent.

headed for lunch with Rach, Maril, Kendrick & Aaron after that unsuccessful attempt of getting her number. (haha) chicky rice at angmokio ave8. the rice was fab but i DO NOT like chicky breast. eew they're so dry & blahblah. then bused with Rachy, oh rachy, shes so fannehh. headed to town & practised the steps with the rest. oh so tiring. im rushing out my hist graded now! stupid seth tan. prfft.

hao le, wo yao qu shui ge LAN JIAO! lamo.

bahhhhh! ive for f&n test tmr! tamade & ive got no textbook. i am so angry & sinful now, i need to go to my room, lock the door, read the bible & pray. >:(
eh? but i still gotta print my hist graded out. ah shit, wtf am i talking. :D

2006-04-08T23:35:00.000+08:00

& so, the previous weekend stole by so quickly, & before i know it, school's gonna start again this monday. im beginning to get pretty sick of school, hurr.

on a lighter note, just got back from Pau's place! had our SRC Ladies Section gathering. food was good, company was good & Jude had his kids over too! they were so cute, i swear i wanted to being Adrianne home. :D & Pau's house is so freaking huge. i kpt losing my way just looking for the guest room. sheesh! haha.
oh & i went for Zhuang's mother's wake ytd night. she seemed pretty a-okay. at least i kinda understand what she feels cause my ahma like just passed away awhile back. so there. anyway, i love Zhuang. haha, oh my god. i just said i love her. oh just shoot me.

anyways, i went shopping with my mom today too! i absolutely love shopping with her, really really. she bought me two tops & a bag from MNG which techincally was enough to let me sign up for the MNG card. haha. & i find the card so useless. they only give 5% discount. sheesh. i love shopping! makes me feel young & happy. :D

aiight, church tmr & jogging+badminton with Nicole again! haha shes such a bore. haha. anyway, im beat. im gonna scram off to the crib.
gentlemen, goodnight. ladies, good morning.

2006-04-06T19:06:00.000+08:00

been pretty busy lately, & with Mrs Soh demoralising me bout my math isnt helping much either. she keeps saying how bad i am & how im never gonna pick up. sheesh. today was the test she wants me to show her i can do well in, but i guess i screwed it. dang it really was a tough one. ahh well.

on a higher note, im improving on chem! haha. although im still failing, BUT Mrs Hoo says that i should continue to work hard! yay! unlike Mrs Soh who brings your spirit down, like me. kanasai.

oh oh oh, on monday. an eyelash fell from Manda'e eye, haha. i dontknw if i sound right but who cares. anyway! i told her to make a wish on her eyelash & she wished "that Teresa would be happy everyday". hahaha aint that the sweetest. :D

haha dug that up somewhere. anyways, cheers to the bestfriend. <3

okie dokes off for jog & badminton with Nicole!

2006-04-02T20:55:00.000+08:00

Another day without your smile
Another day just passes by
But now I know how much it means
For you to stay right here with me

The time we spent apart will make our love grow stronger
But it hurt so bad I can't take it any longer

im feeling kinda random today. so there, Chingay pictures. hahah.
anyhows, met my Godpa today! hahaha, hes so hilariously embarrassing. Laura was trying so hard to hush him, haha, Laura's my godsister! :D

to Gerry's place for dinner this tues! wheee!

2006-04-01T23:15:00.000+08:00

I'll be your cloud up in the sky
I'll be your shoulder when you cry
I hear your voices when you call me
I am your angel

And when all hope is gone, I'm here
No matter how far you are, I'm near
It makes no difference who you are
I am your angel

to Hollerback semis with the girls today. had quite abit of fun with them. hahah they never fail to crack me up, like an egg! hoho. pasar malam after that cause Nicole had the urge to sit the viking, but it was like 5bucks for one ride, so we settled with bubble tea, Ramly burgers & taiwan saugsages. headed to my place & caught Wolf Creek. omfg, its such a scary show. i swear the hunter's sadistic & sick in the head. im so traumatised i dont dare to sleep alone now. haha, really. its that scary. :D

haha i jus realised the paragraph i jus did was pretty long.

yes, we saw Shan Weeeeeee. hahaha, :D

2006-03-29T19:34:00.000+08:00

Please just don't play with me
My paper heart will bleed
This wait for destiny won't do
Be with me, please, I beseech you
Simple things, that make you run away
Catch you if I can

the day got better with Manda around, & shes jus always there. felt so good talking to her. sometimes it kinda makes me think what i really was to you all this time. oh wells.

on a lighter note, Nicole came over today again! we had the 'delinquent time' for a while, then badminton, then the search of the Missing Dog, (haha) then badminton again. she always makes me laugh. :D

hahaha badminton.

2006-03-28T20:14:00.000+08:00

So much hurt, so much pain
Takes a while to regain what is lost inside
And I hope that in time, you'll be out of my mind
I'll be over you

But now I'm
So confused, my heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?

Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach, couldn't see
We were never meant to be

Out of reach, so far
You never gave your heart
In my reach, I can see
There's a life out there for me

okay, love that song. anyway, thanks for telling me what i wanted to hear.
{ Only Fools Rush In, }
on a lighter note, Nicole was over at my place earlier. we had bubble tea & we talked. :)

2006-03-26T21:54:00.000+08:00

headed over to Manda's place after church. caught up during lunch & boy, hot stuff. haha.
anyways, heres to the bestfriends & we love Chester alot. haha.

<3 <3

2006-03-25T17:52:00.000+08:00

wames- ★ unanswered questions ★ says:
why do you teresa chong, butterfly baby
wames- ★ unanswered questions ★ says:
just to eat prata and laze around
wames- ★ unanswered questions ★ says:
and best of all, a milo dino baby
wames- ★ unanswered questions ★ says:
when i say i will but i love you still
wames- ★ unanswered questions ★ says:
i need you more than anyone
wames- ★ unanswered questions ★ says:
darling
wames- ★ unanswered questions ★ says:
you know i always have
wames- ★ unanswered questions ★ says:
so teresa chong
wames- ★ unanswered questions ★ says:
remember my name....

Disclamier!! -Build me up, Buttercup
:D

2006-03-24T23:10:00.000+08:00

we're champions, what more can I say.
love the team, love the friends, love today, love all.
hahaha, Wamesy, we won! :D

2006-03-23T22:07:00.000+08:00

tmr's my really big match of the season. well then, i hope we win this tournament tmr!! i'm supposed to pretend Wamesy's gonna be there cheering for me tmr, haha although hes five hours away from Singapore. ahhh i miss Wamesy.

2006-03-21T21:38:00.000+08:00

just caught Blair Witch Project with Nic & Chloe. oh my god i swear its so freaky i dare not go into my room now.
I swear my f&n is so overdue. bloody gurung, shes so bo chap la. ma de.
I can't believe you jus said that, really. ):

I had a picture of you in my mind,
Never knew it could be so wrong.

2006-03-19T20:13:00.000+08:00

Don't tell me it's not worth fightin' for.
I can't help it, there's nothin' I want more.
You know it's true,
Everything I do, I do it for you.

semis tmr with stc!
okay & im trying to create conversation, really. but i dont have that much time.

2006-03-16T17:47:00.000+08:00

wang ba dan. i think your damn weird la. ):

2006-03-13T20:31:00.000+08:00

well then, i love all my friends like totally okay. havent had much time to update, but this was how everything really went. briefly.

my girlfriends gave me this surprise party over at my place, & Nic was seen with huge red undies on her head, the rest, URMM had weird shades on that could open up more than once. hahaha hilarious. but everything was really blasting. with my Bestfriends giving that priceless card, & the hockers with that superly touching surprise as well, what else could i ask for really. :D

then stayed over at Laura's on fri. & we talked till i think 12plus & Fiesta the next day. & after Fiesta was church camp. i was beat i tell you. seriously tired. & the sessions were meaningful & touching. (: well, really liked the friendship ones. got to tell most of my friends dearest to me how much i loved them & how much i treasured our friendship. the Big Buhh crew, Manda, Francy, Kendy & other random people. well in short, i love the Dan Dan Clan! :D

2006-03-08T21:18:00.000+08:00

YAY. we won northland today. so semis, here we comeeeee! haha yuhua is out. im like really glad. so yeah. im jus really really really happy. yipee.

my TA for f&n is like so overdue. i mean not that i dont wanna do it, im like so freaking lost man. darn it. we're like doing so much jus for 8marks. oh right. whatever. haha.

ANYWAY, friends, tomorrow, is the most special day of all your lives. haha. go figure. yay! :D

2006-03-07T17:39:00.000+08:00

it was barely 24hrs that i held my phone & hoo boon leng took it away from me. okay. i am so pissed. i wasnt actually till she said i could get it back today, but today she said i couldnt!! oh my god. she makes me hate her sooooo much. & i jus got my phoneon sunday for god's sake. & the following two mondays are holidays. so now, im going back to school with my dad for some parent meeting & to scold hoo boon leng the fuck out of her so that she'll return my bloody phone.

i dont believe this. she returned Rui her phone right after her period and i dint get mine back. roarrrrrrrr.

right, i screwed my math test today. whats new. peace out, A-town. haha. :D

2006-03-02T21:37:00.000+08:00

im supposed to be doing my f&n, frantically, considering i barely started. & gurung wants to see it tmr. oh shikes. im so screwed. :/
oh, right. ive been passing lately! hahah, that honestly calls for a celebration. i mean what are the chances of me ever passing again? say, in 294869302 years i might.
okay, im beat. taaaaa everyone! :D

2006-02-28T17:52:00.000+08:00

Campus Superstar was so hilarious ytd. hahaha. anyhow, i was over at Mandy's before that. damn, we love taking pictures. haha. im supposed to mention more about her. haha. shes so stupid. :D then took 52 to thompson. dropped at some ulu stop, apparently the uncle told me to drop there & i can see Mediacorp. but i dint see anything so i cabbed there. oh the horror, it was jus like further in abit! my fare was 2.40. haha, the taxi uncle was laughing.

so i met my Buddy & _____ (i dontknw what his name was) heh. ran like all the way in cos we were late. then this carpark uncle was so hilarious. really he was. i dontknw how to say, but i couldnt stop laughing. haha. & dang, they were so embarrassing! cos there's this gay judge there see, so they couldnt stop saying chikopek, like really loudly. everyone was staring at them. it was sooooo embarrassing! :/

then ____, ____ ( haha i dontknw their names either) & Lydia came. oh my god, they were all so embarrassingly funny. haha. i was in the middle of all of it, & i had no idea where to put my face okay. haha but they're pretty fun bunch la. (:

bummed around after the performance before the result show thing. AND AND AND i saw ____ look alike!! i swear, they look so alike! hahah, my Buddy was going on & on about it. haha that was like total coolkatz la. left before the results were out, but she dint make it ytd. well, i guess it was all a-okay? haha. ahh well. ytd was hee-la-ri-ou okay. :D

right, im off to mug for chem now. killjoy.

2006-02-26T18:22:00.000+08:00

If your heart's not in it for real
Please don't try to fake what you don't feel
If love's already gone, it's not fair to lead me on
Cause' I would give the whole world for you
Anything you ask of me I'd do
But I won't ask you to stay
I'd rather walk away, if your heart's not in it

this was done out of boredom. sunday is such a stoning day. prfft. i wonder how Laura has done for her match today. anyhow, i think church is getting boring the weeks. not that today's talk was boring, but.. you know whatta i mean? yea.

okie doke! f&n tmr then to Caldecott! hahaha! i cant believe im going for Campus Superstar. haha, you better be honoured. im gonna support her with you okay Buddy! :D

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